.__---**---__..__---**---__.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

last night was crazy. i was happy at work enen though i was thrown all alone and doing all the work by myself. ended up with a sprain ankle cos our place is full of "pit-holes". so i trip, sprained my ankle and broke the fucking ash tray. yay! i was happy cos its a friday and i was so looking forward for today cos im gonna meet a very special person. so there~

now im feeling all so moody and angry. nobody loves me :(
im already so sick with all the illness and now i have to endure the pain of the bloody ankle. first the person tell me to have dinner with people i never mingle with before and in the end i got fed until i dont wanna step out of the house. and then my sister dont wanna have lunch with me or rather breakfast cos she claimed she ate a piece of bread and eating some noodles will make her fat. FINE! i got really upset and didnt wanna eat anymore. fuck fuck fuck!!!!

why is everyone being so mean to me?!??!?!?
why does everyone take me for granted?
am i too nice to the extent that people know i wont get angry even if they cross the line? is it? i hate it when people do that to me. but i hate myself even more for not showing my unhappiness to them to let them know i do not like what they are doing to me. but i cant. i just cant. i hate myself for being so soft to people. urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why cant people just make a little tiny effort to make me happy?

work at nine later
i really hope its gonna be a good night.
im so exhausted from being sick.

being tired mentally and physical is really bad for health :(

<3 wyann 2:40 PM

>